Today the news is full of the story of the Newtown ,
Connecticut massacre of mostly children,
which pre-empted the president’s plans to include a visit to that community
where he could address the shock and grief that’s reverberating throughout America . Most everyone with a pulse in America
now knows that someone forced their way into a school and killed 28
people. Only 7 were adults, not counting
the gunman. There were 12 girls and 8
boys killed; all of the children were ages 6 to
7 .
Beyond that, I don’t need to go over any more details, other
than the fact this is merely the latest in a rising spiral of mass-killings in America . Everyone sees it, and they all have opinions
about how to deal with it, but few are asking “why?” other than the usual
tirades about parents and/or the schools not raising their children well, or
“leaving guns out where the kids can get to them”.
This particular (20-year-old) kid had a mother that actually
took her son to the firing range with her, and had raised him to handle a gun
and use it well.
So what turned him into her murderer, turned her into his
first victim, caused him to put four bullets into her body first, and then go
off to the school where she was a teacher and gun down an entire classroom,
plus the school principal and psychologist?
For that matter, what turned the 22-year-old Jacob Tyler Roberts in Oregon
into a mass murderer as well, only days previously? And perhaps by the time you’re reading this,
yet another mass murder may have hit the headlines.
Both Jacob Tyler and Adam Lanza were not “violent types” by
most accounts. Adam was a “nerd” who was
“socially awkward” but apparently quite meek.
Jacob was “lovable”, someone whose “main goal was to make you laugh, smile, make you feel comfortable”, as
his “ex” girlfriend put it.
In fact, to focus on Jacob for a
moment, it appears he was well-liked by girls who felt they could talk to him –
but not as their boyfriend. Or so it
would appear. It will be interesting to
hear more about what made Hannah Sansburn an “ex” girlfriend. Then there is another female “friend”,
Samantha Bennett, who said "We knocked on each
other's door every morning. Every day to hang out, to talk," ….who added
she …wasn't close to him until he moved in with a girlfriend across the hall
from her at an apartment complex in summer 2011. "If me and my boyfriend were fighting,
he was there to talk to me," Bennett said. "We would go to the bar
together. I don't get it." [thanks to the Associated Press who interviewed
these girls]
Well,
Samantha and Hannah…..seriously? You
don’t get it? I’ll bet he never told
either of you his true longings, otherwise you might not be so puzzled. So many guys never admit to their true
emotional needs, to the point where it’s socially caricatured.
In Adam’s
case, it’s probably worse. In Jacob’s
case, it seems only female friends were interviewed in the follow-up to his
mass-shooting ‘performance’, and in Adam’s case, we have yet to hear from
anyone other than a neighbor (boy) who rode the bus with him, along with an
adult who monitored the student members of a tech club. And Adam had Ausberger’s Syndrome, which
makes them even more socially alienated than most – to the point where they are
so withdrawn they practically feel no pain.
Where is
all this leading to? To an understanding
that shows that even kids with a decent education, from average, middle-class
families, are capable of giving their spirit over to a murderous impulse to
destroy the living bodies of other souls, to snuff out their life experience
without qualm. How could this be? What are their own souls gunning for, pun
intended? What do they expect to gain
from it? They know that once the
decision has crystallized and the mission undertaken, there is no going back
and it will end in their own death, before the sun sets on their crime. What could possibly convince them that this
is the choice they need to make?
Is it the
incessant rejection, the indifference they face day to day, the lack of genuine
love in their lives? Did Adam’s mother
ever do more than take her son to the firing range, encourage her son to date,
talk to him about girls, and did his father ever tell him about the
birds-and-the-bees? How to be careful
that a girl doesn’t break his heart, but that he has to get out there and ask
for dates? What about Jacob? His aunt raised him as a mother would, his
natural mother having died when he was 2 and she – ironically – 22. He was fortunate to have someone to raise him
with love, even though she admits having spent his $18,000 inheritance his
grandmother had left for him while "mentally unstable". The media
murmur about “family betrayal”, “mental illness”, and of course his aunt’s
enthusiasm for marijuana, as if that would provoke violence on such a scale.
I submit
that the souls of both of these young men were in a delicate balance, both
having incarnated into circumstances where they weren’t forced into such a
hard-scrabble life as most humans in third-world nations are, thus free to make
choices about how to use their lives.
Jacob was more of an extrovert, and had a lot of friends apparently, or
at least was very popular among those who knew him; he “always put others
first”. Adam was an introvert, who
“pressed himself against the wall so others could pass”, who “always clutched
his black briefcase, like a teddy bear”.
In an
seemingly unrelated story, we also have the recent account of a man who suddenly pushed a
man into the path of an oncoming subway train in New York , prompting the NY Post to publish a picture of the man
just before he was killed by the train.
Why did
the man push him? After his arrest, he
claimed he “heard voices in [his] head”.
It’s
because the forces of selfishness, of what many call Satan, or demons, demonic
forces that want as large a share of the coming soul harvest as possible, are
answering the calls and cries from the souls of those dispirited in today’s
society. On a “soul-ular” level, these
people are responding to the lures of spirits that encourage them to “go for
it”, to satisfy their feelings of alienation and bitterness, of loneliness, of
seeming meaninglessness.
Why is
this on the increase? Because of the
approach of Nibiru, its nearness in the inner solar system that will shortly be
recognized – if only to allow the public to begin to grapple with the spiritual
issues like this that have been unfolding and increasing exponentially. As Nibiru nears, the soul harvest nears, and
the forces that have been at work for eons on earth trying to increase their
share of the harvest increase their efforts.
The best
thing to combat these astounding and shocking explosions of violence is to
continually try to reach out with love and understanding to every other living
soul that we can. Even those – and
especially those – who seem to “have it all” can be most susceptible, and they
too need to have the impulse to love reinforced. How often did Jacob get a card from one of
these “ex” girlfriends, or female friends?
A genuine hug, some real love, some in-depth spiritual discussion? Or did they just bang on his door when they
were going through a fight with their “boyfriend”? Or need someone to go to a bar with? What about Adam? The only attention his mother seemed to
lavish on him was when it came to her gun hobby. How fitting that was how he showed his own
attention to her. I wonder how often
these people were offered a real hug, not the perfunctory and superficial
ones? Would it have made any difference? Can anyone force themselves to feel “love”
towards someone, express genuine concern?
There
will be more of this in the coming weeks and months; in fact, within the space
of time it took to type the last paragraph, there was another shooting in a San Antonio theater. Several
injuries but no confirmed deaths yet.
What’s going on? The war between
the spiritual polarities, between good and evil, between selflessness and
selfishness, between the forces of love and light and the forces of self and
hate, of bitterness and resentment and hopelessness. None of the perps in these recent events seem
to have cared about their future at all, even as they made decisions about
their souls’ futures that will long outlive their physical selves.
So please
– take a moment and show some love to someone.
For all those who showed a little love towards me, when times were
tough, thank you – from the bottom of my heart.
There but
for your grace would have gone I.
© 2012
dondep
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